Life is all about making decision. There is a variety of choice we can choose. But the best, is only ONE. To jump into that 'ONE' may put a lot of struggle to make self really confident with that choice.
I'm really in this situation. In dilemma of deciding whether wanna further my master or back off from it. How difficult to make choice. We must consider and concern other surround factors.
May Allah strengthen me in doing what I've decided to be. Ameen.