Sunday, October 25, 2015

Nostalgic October!

Assalamualaikum all.

Such a long time not being here. Just a few times dropping by here to cure sadness. Haha. Dah lama tak buat something that in love with. Lately, there's a lot of unexpected things happened to me. Happy and sad stories. Verily after happy stories, there's sad stories too.

October is one of my fav months. Graduation month! Yes. How time flies. Rupanya dah setahun graduated from my alma mater, UM. #UMisONE! Haha. Setahun yang penuh cabaran mematangkan diri. It serves and teaches me how to be alone, endure obstacles, and be strong in real life. Graduation does not mean the end of your story. Your journey just begins.

Alhamdulillah since saya masih berada di UM, dapat juga berkesempatan meraikan sahabat dan junior bergraduasi minggu lepas. After ups and downs, their hard work paid off! Congratulations all!

Minggu ambil jubah. Si tudung merah yang seronok di buli!
Seminggu sebelum graduasi, sempat buat mini gathering dengan Nuril and other girls. Nuril datang UM untuk ambil jubah. Orang lain yang konvo, kami pulak excited! Nuril satu-satunya sahabat batch kami yang konvo tahun ni atas factor yang tidak dapat dielakkan. Last year was our year. This year is her turn. Bestnya jadi Nuril ni sebab dapat perhatian, ucapan tahniah dari kawan-kawan yang rasanya kami tak dapat dulu. Mana taknya, ada ke sesama sendiri nak ucap tahniah and celebrate konvo?Believe me, tak sempat. Time konvo tu la korang akan kalut mana nak cari family, kawan2 yang janji nak bergambar. Tenggelam dalam lautan manusia. Oksigen pun ciput je time tu.

Walaupun tak konvo sekali dengan batch, Nuril diraikan. Ada sanggup ambil halfday nak datang konvo, curi masa escape pergi ke DTC, datang touchup before masuk DTC and ada yang lepas keje lepak terus terjah konvo. Ini buat jutaan neurons saya berhubung. I really proud to have them as my sahabat dunia akhirat. Never leave one of us behind. Hold hand and walk by side! They really care. Rasa macam nak nangis bila teringat ukhwah yang terjalin 7tahun ni. #7yearsandstillcounting. Gaduh macam mana pun, sayang tu tetap ada. Lama tak jumpa, annoying tu tetap sama. Jujur saya sangat sayangkan friendship ni! I do love this friendship! No argument!
Padu baq hang! Antara yang mencemar duli turun konvo!

Bukan nak riak ke apa, rasanya kitaorang ni memang sejenis manusia yang tak tinggal member sorang-sorang. Saya yakin dalam berjuang itu perlukan sokongan dan dorongan. Mereka antara yang saya ada dalam menyulusuri fasa perjuangan yang lepas. Berpegang pada prinsip, "kita sama-sama mulakan langkah ini, kita kena sama-sama harungi dan akhiri perjuangan dengan pengakhiran yang baik". We always said to Nuril, you never walk alone. Kitaorang support dan doa Nuril dari belakang. Sweet tak batch kitaorang? *doublejerk*

Dia dah berpunya! Jangan gatal PM saya dia dah berpunya belom!
Bila tengok jubah konvo tu, tetiba otak ni flashing back all those memories. Nak tergelak pun ada bila teringat 'kebodohan' dan kegilaan masa belajar dulu. Memasing dengan perangai masing-masing. Haish. Although time flies, memories still remains in mind and heart. All this while, masing-masing dah tahu flaws masing-masing. We know yet we do accept how they are.

Setiap kali handle program, akan ada miscomm and misunderstanding. Gaduh macam mana pun, program tetap berjalan smoothly. Gaduh letak tepi. Bukan sekali handle program, banyak kali. Banyak program is equal to banyak gaduh. Tapi yang peliknya, every time meeting Lajnah, batch kitaorang selalu dapat compliment dari lecturers atas kejayaan program. Hebat tak kitaorang berlakon sorok gaduh? Kitaorang bukan kuih talam tau. Eh silap! Talam dua muka. Depan senyum, belakang ajak jumpa kat simpang. Hehe. Bukan itu! That's how professional we were! Priority kita nak capai objektif program and everyone works for it! Rational beats emosional! Hold sampai habis program. Habis je program, tiba time post mortem sesi 'bash' each other. Ada yang menangis baq hang! Dahsyat dan ngeri bukan? Haha. Kelakar tahap tak ingat ada laaa. *laughwithtears*

Since saya tak pernah cerita pasal konvo saya dalam mana2 entri sebelum ni, saya selitkan jugak gambar konvo kami tahun lepas. Here we go!

Jangan cari saya takde dalam pic ni! Abang2 hensem dengan adik2 manis with beloved lecturer, Dr shaikh!

At DTC with housemates! Bila nak dapat bunga lagi?!

Pretty gal with beautiful hearts. They're my roses!

Majlis Apresiasi Graduan at APIUM with Dr Shaikh & Datin Dr Naemah.

Last but not least, my family!



2014
One just graduated Bachelor Degree (Me)
One just completed Master Degree (Sis)
One currently pursuing Master Degree (SIL)

2015 (follow above order)
One got offer letter to pursue Master Degree
One currently pursuing PhD
One thinking of pursuing PhD

From the deepest of my heart, I really wanna be in this moment and feel the same thing again. Please pray for me. It is a tough journey I guess. Just believe that Allah is the best planner ever. Moga ditakdirkan berjodoh dengan konvo (with future husband, who knows?). I really miss those moments. I really want it to happen again.

That's all. Tanpa sedar, I write what I really miss. I miss writing perhaps. Miss what I in love with. People. Moments. Passion. Do Pray For Me!

Thanks for reading gais! Till we meet again, insyallah!

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